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they used to be strangers w/ each other. just a simple nod to acknowledge one another. then they became friends, a simple nod lead to hi, hellos and small talk. then small talk leads to conversation. a simple friend becomes a lover. for a period of time there was happiness but because things CHANGED. suddenly its all gone. tragic.

a friend. finding a true friend is such a treasure. its a gift. it’s hard to find one. it’s like a gem buried in a sand that you have to dig out. it’s very rare and you have to be cautious when finding one, because sometimes it may look like a gem and turns out a ”stone”. how happy she was when she found one. unfortunately, due to unavoidable situations, a gem turned out a ‘stone’. some things CHANGED.

i’d been looking forward for this out of town trip w/ my elementary friends since last year. i was really excited seeing them again. leaving behind the stresses from work in the city. 

we stayed in Canyon Woods Resort, Tagaytay.  Our family always stays there whenever its holiday, so might as well invite some of my friends to have a 3 day vacation there. 

It was soo fun being there. had plenty of food served. swimming at the clubhouse, and singing videoke on the top of our lungs! reminiscing the old days way back when we were just schoolchildren. and taking a lot of pictures! Now, we’re all grown ups, and professionals, but still all singles! hehehe. some things never changed! 

words are like swords. when it hits you, it hurts.

who says that words can’t hurt them, literally no, but emotionally, yes.. it feels like a stab wound on your soul.

so if you have nothing good to say. might as well shut up. because it’s worse than hitting physically.

think, think before you decide—

one thing i’d miss before doing this certain thing. now, i feel like crap. it’s all i can think about. haunting me on my sleep, and distracting me whenever it pops on my mind. it makes me feel horrible and affecting my eating habits. i feel soo depress!!! 

now, looking for way out. how to get out of this mess i got myself into. i was so dumb i quickly plunge into this situation without thoroughly thinking about it. i hate myself for this. i should have known. i should have followed my heart….

Weddings make me happy. I love seeing beautiful dresses, flowers and two people looking at each other with pure love. Last month, I attended one of my best friend’s wedding. I was the maid of honor so i shouldn’t miss it in the world!

Prior to the wedding, or a day before the wedding, I’ve encountered some  unfortunate events hehehhe.  First,  My Manager changed my schedule on the last minute so I had to call a lot of co-workers to swap schedules with me.  2nd, When I arrived at the airport, the plane already took off without me,  so I had to re-booked again for another flight. had to pay again ;( . Third, when I got into hotel where the entourage checked- in, I got lost in the hotel for an hour before finding the bride’s room. I swear the hotel has very poor architectural structure! and lastly, the dress for the maid of honor was not yet done! it seems like the designer forgot to make it. They had to get my measurements again to be able to make one. hello! i was like, can you pull it off in less than 24 hours??

Despite all of this, things fell into places again. Reunited with the Zillas again (our group name) trust me, its a long story about that group name, it should be on another post, this post is all about the wedding. hahaha

the bride’s wedding gown was very beautiful, as well as the bridesmaids, and yes. the designer actually made my dress overnight, and it was perfectly fit for me. i liked it. The entourage had a dance number. Thank God, i actually did not mess up on the dance floor. i executed the steps just fine and just  so-so. haha. The food was delicious! I ate a lot of Lechon! Saw some of my college friends. Had an amazing time with close friends!, reminiscing college memories and just laughing all night!

Nicey, the bride as we call her was very beautiful walking down the aisle, can’t help but shed a tear. i was just so happy for her. She and Lyle, the groom, are really meant for each other. They’d been together for 8 years! and never did they break up or had cool-off, I was witness to their love story and it was such a great and overwhelming feeling witnessing your best friend and her prince charming stand before God and declare their wedding vows to each other..

Congrats Nice and Lyle! May you always be happy and in-love with each other.<3

i know this is a very late post but its better late than never. heheheh

2011 had been good to me.  so many things  i have learned, about life itself, about myself, and the people around me. i have come into realization that some things happen for a reason, for good and better.

the start of the year, i was uncertain of some things, not quite sure what will happen but i still kept going. even if i was not sure what will come out of it, i pushed myself to do this and that. and it felt so good when everything that you’ve work hard for was so worth it.

everything was new to me, the people, the environment. it was exciting because ive met new friends, and everyday i am learning from them.

another thing is, im happy to say that i never shed too much tears this year! hooray!

i am very thankful to God for showering me with so much blessings. His Guidance and unconditional LOVE.

goodbye 2011, you’d been good to me. thanks!

the one thing i hate the most is when i do not get a reply to my message to someone, email or text. it really annoys the hell out of me. i think it is INDIRECTLY RUDE.